As the vibrant celebrations of the Chinese New Year envelop Hong Kong, I find myself amidst a whirlwind of joy and nostalgia. While my employers and their extended family gather, reuniting with uncles, aunts, and cousins, I can’t help but reflect on my own family back in Pampanga. The festive atmosphere brings warmth, but it also magnifies the distance between my own family.
During these days, the streets are filled with laughter and excitement. I see families dressed in their best clothes, children running around with bright red envelopes. I am witnessing beautiful family portraits each day. I am genuinely happy for them, feeling the love and joy that fills their home. Yet, the smiling face reminds me of my loved ones, who I have not seen in some time. I yearn for the simplicity of gathering together to share meals and laughter during our own festivities.
Despite this longing, I am grateful for the long holidays that come with the New Year. The slower pace allows me to relax.
My ward, a cheerful three-year-old is learning about the traditions surrounding this holiday. We often sit together, practicing Cantonese phrases like “Gong Hei Fat Choy,” wishing for good health and prosperity. Listening to her innocent attempts at learning these phrases brings me a sense of joy and hope. It is a reminder that while I am away from my family, I still have the opportunity to be a part of a loving household.
One of the happiest moments of this time is the red pocket money I receive from my employers’ relatives. It’s not just about the money; it’s a gesture of inclusion that warms my heart, especially if the relatives would send their regards to my family. I appreciate these small tokens of affection that make me feel recognised.
I look forward to the day when I can celebrate joyous occasions with my loved ones back home. For now, I will continue to embrace this journey, knowing that both joy and longing can enrish my experience as a Filipino worker abroad.
Ella Torres
